dopamine and the divine.: exponential self-depreciation.
the first time
my father
caught me
with a cigarette
in between my lips,he told me to love myself
and that I was burning up
my value on earth—self-depreciating
with every drag
of perfumed smoke.it’s not my fault
that I burn hot
full of hate—it’s not my fault
that I feel like an inferno
and…
days of july: YOU ARE ALIVE
I never understood why people harm themselves.
To feel pain or was it the comfort of knowing
that behind their skin still lies blood and not
just rotting flesh.
Pardon my curiosity but
I am as fucked up as you are.
The difference is my scars are in my eyes,
within my hollow laughs and in my…
if you start talking to me everyday and night, i’m obviously gonna get attached to you. even if i never planned to in the first place, i will. so before you start getting close to me, make sure that you won’t just suddenly leave me. cause you know, that happens to me a lot.
